Evan Peck on considered choices and career moves: from liberals arts to a research uni (CAL114, S6E8)
Evan Peck returns to discuss his career evolution since our last conversation in 2017. The focus is on his initial choice to join a liberal arts college post-PhD, emphasizing the balance between teaching and research, how his research evolved, and on his career goals then. Evan then talks through his move to the University of Colorado Boulder, detailing his motivations and the strategic thinking behind the transition. He reflects on the impact of his work in responsible computing and data visualization and the importance he places on aligning career choices with personal values and goals. Evan also discussed the nuances of working in different academic environments and how he continues to prioritize student mentorship and educational impact.
Overview
00:00 Intro
03:21 Welcome Back, Evan!
04:33 The Appeal of Liberal Arts Colleges
06:26 Making Academic Paths Visible
09:31 Balancing Teaching and Research
13:21 Shifting Research Interests
22:40 The Move to Colorado
24:40 Integrating Ethics in Computing and Wanting More External Impact
33:50 Reflecting on Post-Tenure Decisions
37:16 Exploring New Opportunities
40:46 The Unexpected Offer
43:34 Transitioning to a Research Institution
47:26 Adapting to a Larger Institution
53:18 Balancing Work and Family
54:30 Reflecting on Career Choices
01:00:16 Final Thoughts and Advice
01:03:05 End
Related Links:
Evan's CU Boulder web page and his personal web page and LinkedIn profile
2017 podcast episode with Evan and his blog post
Transcript
Welcome to Changing Academic Life.
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:I'm Geraldine Fitzpatrick and this is
a podcast series where academics and
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:others share their stories, provide
ideas and provoke discussions about what
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:we can do individually and collectively
to change academic life for the better.
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:When I'm talking with PhD students or
early career researchers about their
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:career path, . There's one podcast
episode that I always point them to.
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:And that's my 2017
discussion with Evan Peck.
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:Evan had done his PhD at
Tufts university in the US.
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:And he ended up choosing a career
path at a liberal arts college
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:called Bucknell university.
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:Where he knew his passion
for teaching would be valued.
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:While still being able
to do some research.
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:And what was really impressive about
that episode was the very reflective
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:and strategic thinking that, that
Evan put into making that choice.
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:And the clarity in particular
that he had about his values.
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:And as he talked about in that
episode, a clarity about the
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:things that he takes joy in doing.
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:I love that.
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:So I was really curious then to see that
after nine years at Bucknell, Evan moved
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:to university of Colorado, Boulder.
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:So I wanted to understand how
he decided on this next move.
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:Particularly seeing that he'd said in
:
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:for him to move to somewhere like
a research institution having chosen
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:Bucknell, just recognizing the trade
offs that all of our choices entail.
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:And so I'm really happy to bring this
follow-up conversation with Evan Peck.
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:Evan is now an associate professor and
also associate chair of undergraduate
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:studies, which won't surprise you
after listening to this episode in
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:the information science faculty at
university of Colorado, Boulder.
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:In this episode, he shares
how his career at Bucknell has
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:unfolded to get to this point.
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:And this is included things like
setting up an impactful jobs board
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:initiative as an advocate for
academic careers in art schools.
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:He talks about how he's research
interests evolve to focus more
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:around information visualization
and computing ethics education.
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:And also this growing feeling of
wanting to have more external impact
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:in computer science education.
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:That's sort of triggered some
of the, starting to look around.
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:And so the story of how he actually
ended up at CU Boulder is one of both,
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:some serendipity and also have some
very clear considerations of what was
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:important to him and his family and
what sort of impact he did want to have.
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:This episode will be joining my list
of recommendations to people about
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:making values led career choices.
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:Enjoy.
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:So great to have you again
on the podcast, Evan.
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:I'm really excited to talk to you
because we last spoke in May:
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:I released the episode in August 2017.
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:My trigger for wanting to talk
to you again now is that you've
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:recently, or last year, you moved
to University of Colorado Boulder.
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:I'm really curious to understand the
thinking around that move, given how
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:much thought you put into the first move.
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:For context, Can you introduce
yourself a little bit to start with?
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:Evan: Yeah, so the last time when we,
you know, we did this last time, I
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:believe it was in Denver, Colorado,
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:Geri: Yeah, actually it was.
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:That was the conference.
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:Yeah,
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:Evan: so I was part of an
early career workshop there.
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:And it was really interesting kind
of looking back at that is as part of
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:that career workshop, we articulate
some of our goals and career goals.
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:And, you know, one of my career goals
was to, I think, make more visible
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:some of the kind of more diverse
academic paths and in particular at
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:that time, liberal arts colleges.
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:Geri: mm,
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:Evan: And, for context, in case folks
haven't heard that podcast or read
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:that blog post, you know, liberal arts
colleges are undergraduate institutions.
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:They tend to be smaller.
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:You have no PhD students.
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:You have smaller classes.
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:So there's a real sort of focus, a
heavier priority on teaching.
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:I would say on undergraduate mentorship.
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:We are the very often almost
Always the academic advisors of
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:our undergraduate students as well.
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:So there's a close relationship
between undergraduates, um, and faculty.
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:But also, there's still a
priority on scholarship.
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:So, you know, I was really drawn to
these institutions after graduate
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:school, because for me, they created
this really nice balance between teaching
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:and research, because I knew I was
going to invest in teaching, uh, but at
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:the same time, I didn't want to become
invisible in my scholarly community.
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:I still, you know, was really passionate
about human computer interaction,
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:increasingly about data visualization,
and I wanted the opportunity to
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:still be able to explore that space
and have impact in that space.
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:For me, there was this, you
know, very multidimensional
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:way of thinking about that.
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:You know, what's important to me.
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:What's important to me was, being valued
for teaching, uh, not feeling like my
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:investment into teaching would cause
problems for a tenure case, for example.
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:And, obviously there are family
dynamics, you know, where can we live?
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:Where can we afford?
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:What does the community look like?
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:What does the quality of life look like?
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:Uh, and for all those reasons,
uh, you know, I found these
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:institutions incredibly compelling.
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:And I, I still think that's the case.
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:Geri: mm.
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:And I remember running into you a
couple of years after that and we were
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:just saying it was probably in 2019.
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:And I do remember you saying
how you were really loving it,
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:and love the lifestyle there.
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:And, it's really interesting.
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:I think that actually
soon after that podcast.
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:And between I wrote a blog, a whole blog
post kind of explaining my rationale
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:for this between that blog post and the
podcast, you know, I started getting more
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:and more emails from people looking to
go in the job market and wanting advice
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:and how to even find these institutions.
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:So it actually led me to develop this
at, at the time was a very ad hoc way
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:of, um, looking at positions online
that were coming online and sort of
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:making visible the ones that I felt like
aligned, with these similar priorities
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:and balances of teaching and research.
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:And, that whole thing is blown
out into a large job board.
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:And, so it's really interesting to
just even reflect back and see how that
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:was a catalyst, I think, going forward.
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:Um, I think I said in that career
document I wrote for that, that I
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:hoped to make these paths visible.
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:And it was really kind of interesting
to read what I was hoping to do then.
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:Some of it came into fruition.
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:It was amazing.
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:Geri: Yeah.
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:That is amazing.
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:So is the jobs board
still active, up to date,
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:So it used to be, it used to be because
basically what would happen is people
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:would email me and they would say things
like, Oh, I find this really interesting.
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:I'd like to explore this.
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:I have no idea how to
find these institutions.
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:But I realized how challenging it
could be if you didn't sort of, if you
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:weren't there already, um, you didn't
know what sorts of things to look
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:for in the job, job advertisements,
what kind of institutions, you
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:know, what are the signals that
might suggest this kind of balance.
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:Um, so it started out just me
looking at job boards every year
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:and, I think the first time I made
it, it was a Twitter thread, and
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:then it was a Medium blog post.
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:Um, and then I turned it into a
website, and so, actually now it's
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:at the point, thankfully, where
there are other people helping me.
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:And also, we actually do very
little of looking around the
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:job advertisement boards now.
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:Now, for the most part, departments
come to us and post things.
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:Geri: Brilliant.
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:Evan: Yeah, so it's been wonderful.
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:Geri: So one of your goals back in 17
about making more visible diverse academic
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:paths, you can really do a tick on that.
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:Doesn't mean a complete done tick,
but a big step in that direction
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:then from the sounds of it.
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:Evan: Yeah, and given how I think
nonlinear most of our careers are, it's
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:very rare that you can, you know, say a
goal 5 to 7 years ago and then feel like
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:Geri: Yeah.
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:But probably just putting in a
series of potential job positions or
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:colleges in a Twitter post didn't feel
like a big step in that direction.
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:It's only in the looking back that
you can see actually it does really do
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:that, the helping make that visible.
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:Evan: Yeah, for sure.
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:And I think that, I mean, it's one of
those things where I invest more when I
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:see that people value it more, so, you
know, the Twitter post was because I
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:wasn't going to build a website with
something that seemed, that's a lot of
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:time to invest on something that seemed
like, I don't know how valuable it was,
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:but, you know, a lot of people found that
really valuable and then started passing
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:it along and, know, asking me for more.
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:So, uh, you know, just slowly evolved.
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:Geri: So that's interesting as well,
because one of the things that you
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:really talked about, in both the
blog post that you wrote in 17 and
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:our podcast conversation, was how
at the beginning you thought it was,
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:Teaching schools or research schools.
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:And it was one or the other.
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:What are you hearing from the people
who are coming to you, asking for
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:advice or information or pointers.
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:What are the values that they're
looking for also somehow connect in that
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:lovely middle that you've identified?
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:I mean, I think, I think for many people
it's, it's, it's often hard to articulate
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:specifically what the values are.
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:And maybe it's more I mean,
sometimes there's a clear desire for
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:more teaching oriented positions,
a clear desire for more sort of
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:mentorship with undergraduates.
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:Other times, I think there is a desire
to be in academia, to be a professor, and
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:realizing that maybe the environment I
just came out of, let's say a big, very
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:research heavy institution, just seeing
that that, that isn't a good fit for me.
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:Uh, so it's almost, I think it's
almost like discovering your values
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:through counterexamples in some ways.
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:Geri: Yeah,
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:because you did reflect on both of
those points, both the you did not
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:want to be putting in the hours that
you saw some people doing that you
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:recognize they might have been happy
doing, but you didn't want to do that.
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:As well as recognising that you
really valued teaching and loved
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:that and wanted that valued.
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:Evan: Yeah, and, you know, it was really
interesting re listening to myself
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:from seven years ago, which is just a
horrifying exercise for any of us, I
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:think, but, you know, I think it was true.
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:I remember that first semester,
I mean, your first year
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:teaching is Really difficult.
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:You know, you're, especially with a
higher teaching load, you know, you're
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:doing a bunch of new prep simultaneously.
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:It's just exhausting.
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:But I remember feeling at the time
that those hours did not feel nearly
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:as exhausting as the same hours I was
putting in as at a PhD, you know, there
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:was something, uh, I think we talked
about like the feedback loops or, or just,
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:I think it was just being more aligned
with what I wanted to do at that time.
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:Um, and it has a huge impact
on how burdensome a job feels.
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:Geri: yes, yeah.
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:And that's a lot of what the burnout
literature talks about too, that it's
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:not just working hard or long, it's
that connection to, or disconnection
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:to, what's important to you, what you
care about, or feeling like the works
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:valued are important in some way.
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:Evan: Yeah, exactly.
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:Geri: Yeah.
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:What else did you have on the
goals on your five to seven
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:year goals on that document.
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:I'm just curious.
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:Evan: Yeah, there are a couple
of really interesting ones.
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:Um, let's see here.
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:I, I know that, yeah, so being an
advocate for academic careers in
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:art schools was the, was a big one.
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:Um, there was also thinking about, I
remember putting something about sort of
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:broadening computer science to invite
a broader diversity also of students,
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:but also Um, and I think this comes
from more of the HCI human computer
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:interaction background, thinking about
how to integrate those perspectives
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:and do a computer science department
that didn't have, you know, a lot of
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:rich background in those perspectives.
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:So I think broadening even the
view of what computer science
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:could be was also in there.
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:Um.
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:And then, yeah, it's really interesting
to see, I also was talking about, at the
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:time, I did my PhD at Tufts University,
I was working on, during my PhD, I
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:did brain computer interfaces, and in
that document, I was writing about how
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:do I, how do I be known for something
other than brain computer interfaces,
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:Geri: Mm.
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:Evan: You know, how do I pivot my research
so people don't just see me as the, I
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:don't just get reviews for a hundred
brain computer interface papers, um,
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:because I was getting more interested
in data visualization and broadly the
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:impact of communicating data to wider
audiences at the time, but it was really
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:hard to kind of shift that identity.
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:Geri: Mm.
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:Was it because you weren't in love
with brain computer interfaces as
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:much as you thought you would be
and it was a practical job to get it
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:done to completion for a thesis tick?
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:Or what was the desire for a pivot?
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:Evan: I think there are a couple things.
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:I mean, there are certainly overlapping.
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:I started getting involved in a couple
of projects during my PhD that were
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:more related to data visualization.
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:Um, I think there are a
lot of pieces going on.
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:I mean, I think I started to have more
urgency in short term impact among,
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:you know, people similar to the people I
lived among my my local communities, and
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:I thought about brain computer interfaces.
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:I mean, there are a couple of things.
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:One is just very logistically.
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:It's really challenging to do
with just undergraduate students.
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:You really need that
sort of length of peachy.
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:So there was logistical
challenges, practical challenges,
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:but also, you know, I imagine.
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:Okay, let's imagine my research
visions come to fruition.
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:That's 20-30 years from now at the time.
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:It, it felt like, and then it would
probably be accessible primarily
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:to, you know, the top income earners
for another 20 years after that.
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:And, and so it became a little
bit more detached, I think,
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:from my values in research.
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:Um, and as I began kind of like
doing a little bit more research in
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:data visualization, I thought there
was a lot of opportunity there.
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:It was an important moment, you know,
as, as we talk about things like
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:misinformation, disinformation, more and
more, uh, we lean on data visualization
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:as a very important mechanism to
communicate with the public, whether
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:it's pandemics or climate change.
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:And I thought that there were
and are clear shortfalls in the
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:way we communicate these things to
everyday people, diverse communities
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:with, you know, rich backgrounds,
but also, different technology
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:access and educational background.
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:And so to me, it was more
of where can I be impactful,
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:impactful in the people around me.
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:Um, and even that changed
over time, frankly.
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:Um, you know, when I give talks,
I talk about, you know, it's
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:really interesting looking at
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:the 2016 election.
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:The United States is a really
interesting moment because that's
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:when we started, I think, publicly
talking about misinformation,
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:disinformation, a lot more, um, and
sort of public conversations, you
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:know, I mean, obviously, these scholars
have been talking about for forever,
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:but that's really when I entered
the public sphere and I remember
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:thinking, I could have this long,
rich career in data visualization.
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:Uh, I could, you know, parade
around with papers and give talks
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:and, I don't know, win best paper
awards and have this lauded career.
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:And I was looking at those voting maps
in which, you know, where I lived before
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:in Boston, looked the complete inverse
to where I lived currently in Lewisburg,
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:Pennsylvania, in rural Pennsylvania.
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:And, you know, it became clear to
me that, You know, this isn't some
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:dramatic insight, but it's obvious
that people there see some kinds of
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:information fundamentally differently.
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:And yet all the research I had been
doing, and a lot of the research that
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:comes out in this field comes from places
that have very different kind of like
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:socioeconomic and political identities.
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:Um, and so I began to have this kind
of scary thought that I could be
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:well lauded in an academic community
and have zero impact in anyone
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:that lived within 50 miles of me.
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:Geri: Right.
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:Wow.
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:I see an interesting couple of red threads
there because having an impact matters
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:to you and having that more immediate
feedback loop of the impact that you're
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:having and whether that was from hearing
people saying the effort in the jobs
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:board was valuable, which encourage
you to do more to also just recognizing
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:that if you're going to do a work in
this data viz area, for example, who are
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:you wanting to have impact on and for?
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:And is it just for your CV
and for your best paper award?
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:Or, do you actually really want to
have impact on the people around?
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:You said that it's hard to do research
at a liberal arts college in, not, you
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:didn't say it was hard to do research.
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:You said you don't have PhD students.
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:And so, did that also factor in, like
BCI needed a much more sophisticated
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:resource set up to do research in that
area, apart from the impact issues?
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:And was this also, this pivot,
also a way of connecting to a topic
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:that was pragmatic in the people
that you could draw in to help you?
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:Evan: Yeah, I think so.
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:And I think, you know, I think that
I probably would have ended up there
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:anyways, but it was certainly a catalyst.
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:Um, it probably expedited that process.
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:You know, thinking about what can I think
the reality with most undergraduates
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:and most undergraduates, they want a
many undergraduates who are interested
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:in research, very few of them actually
want to do it for multiple years.
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:They're exploring their
own careers themselves.
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:They want to do research one summer
and then an internship next summer.
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:And so the reality is you have them
for three months, maybe six months.
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:And so you really have to think,
I think, really strategically
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:about, what is really beneficial
for them within that time.
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:I can't give them the
whole history of the field.
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:It's, you know, how do we,
um, look at projects that are
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:doable within that context.
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:And also how can I expose them to.
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:Even with I think something like
BCI work, I think part of my mission
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:and sort of broadening the scope of
how students think about computing.
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:know, if I think about ways
to chunk up some of that.
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:BCI work.
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:One way is okay, let's have
you focus on building a model.
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:But that's maybe that's not the
broader view of computer science
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:You know, I became increasingly interested
in the more the social intersections.
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:And so, not only am I personally
interested in this in my scholarship,
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:but how can then I help my students
see the way that, uh, technology
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:really deeply intersects with
their communities and their cultural
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:backgrounds and things like that.
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:Geri: Can I just reflect back to you
how amazing what you've just said is
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:because you did not talk about how
can I make best use of these students
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:in their three months, six months
working with me to advance my research
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:agenda and help me get my papers out.
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:It was all about how can I think
strategically about what's beneficial
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:to them, or how can I expose
them to new ideas or advances.
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:That's pretty amazing to have
that orientation to your students.
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:And I, I do think that maybe this is
one of those values that I think draws
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:people to these kinds of institutions.
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:I think there are a lot of like minded
people at these institutions in which.
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:You know, research with undergraduates
is seen as a teaching endeavor.
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:It's part of your research, but
it's really fundamentally seen as an
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:amplifier I think of these students.
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:Um, and in fact, I, I, I think there's
research that 1 of the most high impact
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:experiences that undergraduates can have
in terms of even things like retention
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:and feelings of belonging in a department.
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:Um, and so I think that sort of
view of research is different.
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:Um, but I also think that, I mean,
I think there are a lot of us who
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:sort of feel our long term impact is
probably through our students anyways
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:Geri: Yeah, yeah,
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:Evan: That's our amplifying impact.
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:Geri: yeah.
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:And you certainly sound like
you bring a lot of care to
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:how you engage with students.
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:So it sounds like you actually really
You enjoyed working at Bucknell and,
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:and also found ways to make it work as
well for the impacts that you wanted
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:to have and what you wanted to achieve.
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:And also the lifestyle that you wanted
to have in a small community area.
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:Can you talk about the,
the move to Colorado then?
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:Okay.
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:I'll start out by telling you what
did not motivate it because one
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:of my fears when I made this move
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:Geri: Mm mm
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:Evan: is that I have been so
vocal publicly for so long
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:about liberal arts colleges.
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:I was really concerned it'd be viewed
by a lot of people as sort of a,
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:Uh, I don't know, a rejection of
all the, you know, that something
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:had gone wrong in that space.
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So it wasn't about moving away from a liberal arts college,
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:um, or a small college.
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:And I expect we'll get
there in a little bit.
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:But, um, in fact, when I was looking
around a little bit the second
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:time through, Colorado is the only
non, I would say the only research
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:institution I was looking at, um,
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:and it also wasn't the case
that I think the other one that
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:the other simple explanation.
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:I think that that people not hope for,
but it's easy to wrap your mind around.
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:It's, like, Oh, something horribly
wrong must have happened, right?
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:Um, you must have been part
of like a toxic environment.
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:None of that was true either.
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:Um, I had incredibly supportive
colleagues, especially, you know, being
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:in human computer interact, uh, in HCI.
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:That's not always the case in an
engineering college, but, you know,
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:I had incredible support from my
associate dean up to my dean, and so
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:that that also was not the case.
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:Geri: Yeah.
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:Evan: Um, I think the reality is
it's, it's not big, dramatic moments.
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:It's, I think, slow shifts.
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think this is something easy for
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I ask them to think about who
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they would feel horrified
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themselves five or seven years ago.
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dramatically than we probably do it.
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things, both personal and professional,
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um, soon after our podcast, actually I
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student who worked with me one
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me actually recreate my HCI course.
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job, like three weeks early.
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for introductory computer science
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with sort of more responsible
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long trajectory with me.
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in integrating ethics and social impact
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magnifier of my career.
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that, but it also, I think, changed
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mission in computing education.
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:you know, I did a lot of work in, in, in
changing core computer science courses
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directly into their curriculum.
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:Geri: Mm.
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:Evan: And I've been fortunate
that that has amplified my career
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material, but it also, I think that
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about this problem more deeply, and how
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and socially impactful discipline, I
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:think, yes, changing computer science
is necessary, but also, I think it means
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need these other disciplines
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:involved in this initiative and
the social sciences and humanities.
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can serve a wider body of students?
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about artificial intelligence
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in a linear algebra course first?
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:Um, and you know, I think when you're
in a computer science department in
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philosophically everyone agrees, but
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:it's really hard to structurally pull off
that wider view at the same time, which
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:computer science departments are getting
crushed with enrollment and you're barely
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and your fundamental goal is to be an
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:So I think increasingly, I felt that
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external impact in this space or to
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and so I think that that was just
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:If I kind of pitch the same ideas to folks
at my institution, I think we'd all agree.
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:Um, so this wasn't people saying, Oh,
no, we don't believe in this vision.
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:But it's really challenging.
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:And so I think there's a little bit
of a tension also between do I want
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impact versus external impact?
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:Um, that's really challenging to
work out because I believe in both.
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we were talking about on the data viz
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in Glasgow, we were actually presenting a
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:Um, driven by myself and three
undergraduate students in which
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in rural Pennsylvania with people
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to them and just talk to them.
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a little bit on really common ways
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visualization design , like simple rules.
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probably not surprisingly, but it
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with it, if they saw their community,
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personal issues reflected in the graph.
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:Geri: mm
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:Evan: Um, and so I think that partially
through the responsible computing
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getting increased external visibility
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:through, you know, that initiative and
trying to create data visualization
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communication for wider set of people.
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:I began to feel like I could have a
stronger external voice, um, but it was
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to negotiate that with, I think just
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of being a computer science department
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:that's overloaded with students.
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:Um, and my core responsibility there is to
serve that department and that means, you
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:know, teaching a lot of core CS classes.
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:That means advising more and more students
every year because that's what's needed.
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:Um, and I didn't want to, I didn't
want to do badly at that job.
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:But that's one way to maintain that, I
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:Geri: mm.
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:Evan: External impact is you
sort of cut corners other places,
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:Geri: Yes.
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:Evan: I felt like that was the
core mission of the institution
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:that didn't settle with me.
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distance from family more and more.
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:We weren't near either of our families.
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:Um, because the Bucknall's rural
setting, you don't aren't an
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accumulation of little things.
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:Um, my wife would be quick to
tell you that I have always
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than the average person.
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:You know, I think a good way to
put it is that when you're an
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:assistant professor, you have this
when I wrote that document, right?
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:Tenure is sort of the
carrot in front of you.
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:It's this big benchmark.
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:Um, and a lot of your goals are oriented
to this really, substantial moment
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decides whether they keep you or not.
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:And then you pass that
you pass that hurdle.
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:And then you say, Oh, what, what are
the next 30 years of my life look like?
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:Geri: That's interesting.
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:That is a theme I hear quite
often with people that, in terms
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important inflection points.
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:It's not just the getting tenure,
but it's what happens after tenure,
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:it's because it's that space to
go, Oh, now that I've done that,
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:what do I really want to work on?
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:And it was probably amplified
because, I celebrated with
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:my colleagues getting tenure.
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:And then three weeks later, the
world shut down with the pandemic.
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:Geri: yeah,
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:Evan: So, you know, in terms of times in
which people get really reflective about
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:their careers and where they're headed.
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:I think that that was
certainly those two things
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:Geri: Oh, so that's
another little coincident.
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:Um, you know, you said the small
things that all just added up.
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:Geri: Can I just digress very quickly
for a tick, and I'm curious about
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:what were the criteria that you had to
measure against for your tenure case
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:Evan: I mean, excellence
in teaching is important.
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:Geri: a core thing?
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:Was it core, given the community,
Liberal Arts Community College?
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:Evan: I think that is common there.
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:I think maybe somewhat surprisingly
to some people, I would say the main
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:anxiety that most faculty feel is
actually still around the research
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:side, because there's still expected
publications and engagement with research.
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:At most liberal arts colleges, there's
not an expectation for grants, although
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:that's external funding, although
that's considered a bonus and nice
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:to see as just like more evidence.
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:Yeah, there was an expectation of
an engagement of engagement there.
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:And scholarly productivity, certainly.
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:Um, and that varies dramatically,
I would say, between liberal arts
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:institutions, um, partially depending
on how low or high your teaching
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:load is and the institutional
resources and things like that.
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:Geri: Were you stressed about it at all,
or was it just a process to go through?
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:Evan: I probably was less
so than most faculty.
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:I had had some.
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:Um, I think some scholarly
wins that I think made me feel,
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:I think, pretty comfortable.
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:Um, certainly that, that paper
and that, that paper at CHI, that
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with undergraduate students.
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:And so it just felt like a kind
of a check mark on that side.
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:Um, so I was really fortunate to
not feel the same kind of stress
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:that I think is more common.
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:Geri: Hmm.
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:So you get your tenure, and I
know as you said, a little while
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:And, if I go back to your 2017 blog
post, like your data visualization
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even in this blog post, you've got
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of your hand drawn sort of things.
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there is a bit of a mind map or
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:whatever of all of the questions and
criteria you were asking yourself in
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:considering about a next career step.
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:What did you do post tenure then
in terms of that sort of reflective
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:process or working out what the criteria
for, because it feels like a lot of
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:these little small things were coming
together to just say it might be
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:time to start looking somewhere else.
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:Um,
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:Evan: Yeah And I would say another thing
that that helped transition those into
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:maybes into a little bit more action
was, I think the last time we on the
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:podcast, I had a, I don't know, a five
year old son and a one year old daughter.
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:And now I had a son that was
getting close to middle school age
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:and, I had a daughter that was
about to enter elementary school.
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:And, In talking to my wife, you know,
it was really important to us to not,
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:like for us, we didn't want to do a big
transition if ever happened in the future.
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:We didn't want to do it while they
were partway through middle school
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:Um, so it actually felt like there was
a little bit of a, at least for us, a
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:little bit of a ticking clock of, well,
if we explore this, maybe now is actually
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:the moment in which we do explore it.
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:Geri: So actually lots of things
came together in an interesting way.
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:Evan: Yeah, yeah.
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:Yeah, it was a convergence and, I
think that we went into that
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:process, um, very open to the idea
and actually probably expecting
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:that we would stay where we were.
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:I think there were a
lot of reasons to stay.
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:We had an incredibly lovely
community, um, a good institution.
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:I have wonderful colleagues.
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:Um, but you know, I think it was important
for me increasingly to, you know, you
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:get those, those grasses, greener itches.
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:Geri: Um,
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:Evan: And I was like, I need to
make sure the grass isn't greener.
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:Although it's interesting, you know,
one of my good friends, at the time
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:he said to me something which I think
was very true and actually helped
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:inform the way I thought about it.
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:He said, you know, it's probably
unlikely the grass is greener.
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:Anywhere.
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:So you probably want to just see
if you like the color better.
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:Geri: The different sort of green rather
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:Evan: Yeah,
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:Geri: than or whatever green.
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:Yeah.
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:But it is just, I don't know that having
the wherewithal to even recognize that
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:there's this little bit of a, um, um, you
know, um, there's more you want to do,
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:I think it's hard to tease out what
is factors of my, you know, what will
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versus, you know, maybe there's
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:just work I need to do to make sure
I'm happier, you know, more content.
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:Geri: Yeah,
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:Evan: You know, it reminds me of like
being in relationships, you know,
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:sometimes where you know, is this a
me problem or is this an us problem?
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:Geri: yes, yeah.
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:So, you started then actively
looking or just keeping an
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:Evan: I decided I went on sabbatical.
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:I did sabbatical with the MIT
visualization group at MIT.
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:Um, and I think after that, I decided
to at least, you know, this is the time
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:to kind of maybe at least look around to
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:Geri: And you got your city fix again.
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:Evan: Yeah.
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:Um, And, uh, we had sort of a
checklist, you know, it wouldn't,
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:you know, we're generally happy.
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:It wouldn't be worth moving unless right.
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:So, like, it wouldn't be worth moving
unless we're no further away from family.
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:It wouldn't be worth moving unless
it was in a place that had, let's
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:say, better access to airports or,
or, you know, suburban or urban
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:environments or things like that.
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:Um, it wouldn't be worth moving
unless we felt like it was a
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:significant professional change.
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:I think that's partly why we thought
we might stay because, you know, it's
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:hard to check off a lot of these boxes.
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:Um, but I had a huge benefit of
that, you know, because I've been
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:plugged into these community, you
know, you have a lot of benefits
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:after being in academia for a while.
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:You kind of know about a lot of
institutions, you know, people there
646
:and you have a much, I think, stronger
sense of not only places that you
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:would value, but also places that
you think would value you as well.
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:Um, so we started out very, very
highly selective search process.
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:Um, you know, four or five institutions
that I was curious about and almost
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:all of them were liberal arts colleges
and some teaching track colleges even.
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:I didn't want to limit it to
a particular kind of position.
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:Um, I thought, frankly, if you'd asked
me at the beginning, I thought I would
653
:end up at another liberal arts college,
possibly just in a different location
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:with a slightly different emphasis that
might allow me to pursue the social
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:context of computing a little bit more.
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:Um, that's probably what
I would have guessed.
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:Geri: So you weren't, you weren't
aiming necessarily to move into
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659
:Evan: No, and in fact, I can tell you at
that time, because I'd been at a liberal
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pursued a lot of external funding, I
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:didn't think that was a viable option.
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:Geri: Right.
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:Because I remember you saying in 17
that you thought that that could be
664
:one of the, you know, there are always
trade offs to any decision and one of
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:the trade offs in going to a liberal
arts may be that it's harder to move
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:then into research institution.
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:Evan: And in part, particularly because I
had already, I was tenured, and I didn't
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:want to reset that clock, um, and go
back to being untenured somewhere and go
669
:through that whole thing all over again.
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:So I think it probably would have been
easier to, to conceptualize if I was
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:willing to kind of concede that, um.
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:But because I wasn't, I actually
didn't really have it on the radar.
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:Um, I was interested, I think there are
now, you know, very different from last
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:time actually, now there are dedicated
teaching track positions at universities
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:that are much more compelling now than
they were the first time we talked.
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:Particularly in computer science,
I think the pay has gotten better.
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:The opportunities for
scholarship has gotten better.
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:The teaching load has gotten better.
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:And so I actually, you know, I was
open to some teaching track positions.
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:Um, and, you know, incredible
happenstance, I was talking to.
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:You know, a colleague at C.U.
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:Boulder, because I was even open
to, you know, if I'm going to just
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:explore my career options, I'd like to
just explore what else is out there.
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:So I was talking to a colleague, not
thinking about them as a destination,
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:because I didn't think that was
viable, because we had similar
686
:interests, basically saying, hey,
you're pretty plugged into what's
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:going on in the industry, if
you see something really cool and
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:interesting, just pass it along my way.
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:What
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:Geri: In industry.
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:So you were even looking at industry
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:Evan: I probably not, but I was, you
know, I was curious, yeah, there's
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:interesting things along the lines, you
know, if, if it checked those boxes of,
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:you know, allowed me to, especially cause
I think there are some more educational
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:interesting, there's some like, Apple
has some interesting educational
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:initiatives and Microsoft had, so I
could imagine myself maybe being in a
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:place like that where you get to these
companies that are, you know, molding
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:a little bit of technical education.
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:And if you could have a voice in
that would be really interesting
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:and compelling space too.
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:Um, so I think educational
mission was a big.
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:A big thing too.
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:So, you know, I, I was looking
at, you know, the Bard's college,
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:they've had really interesting,
unique educational missions.
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:A couple of teaching track
places that really interesting,
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:unique educational missions.
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:So I asked his colleague this and,
um, what I didn't, I really realize
708
:is, they really needed a visualization
person in their department.
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:Um, I think their department, I guess
I can say we are a department now, but
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that I think values teaching pretty
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research department, um, they're
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:And so I mean, the, the, the big
curve ball in my process was, they
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made the pitch to me initially.
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:Geri: Mm
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:Evan: And so it was not something
that I could have ever predicted, and
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:this is where my, my, my wife's entire
family's from is from the Denver area.
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:It was just a wild set of circumstances
and, you know, the shift from being an
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you aren't beholden to the calculus pre
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but you can really sort of envision.
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think their core value is to envision
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:what is an ethical social, what
is an ethical future of computing?
723
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kind of our social communities.
724
:And having people i, you know,
seen it from a distance just do
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:incredibly inspiring scholarship
in this space for years.
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:And then I think seeing how they
value the undergraduate educational
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:experience, and finding out that,
you know, what my scholarship and my
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could shift over there with tenure.
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:So it
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:Geri: mm
731
:Evan: you know, I think the surprising
thing to most people is that in the end,
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:I was debating between an offer between
a teaching track position, a liberal
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:arts college and a research institution.
734
:Um, and they are so structurally,
they are so radically different.
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:But, when I measure them against
the things that I was valuing,
736
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places to me, despite those
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:dramatic structural differences.
738
:Geri: Yeah.
739
:Yeah.
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:Wow.
741
:I love the, you said about happenstance
and that again, like that's a story
742
:I just hear so often about, you just
never know and just making needs known.
743
:That sounds amazing, the way it's
worked out and connected to both the
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:pivot that you're making in the, data
visualization and the way that you
745
:want to play it out, as well as that
really strong emphasis still on valuing
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:education and being able to have that
broader impact that you want to have.
747
:Evan: Oh, yeah, absolutely.
748
:And I'm now the associate chair of
undergraduate studies in the department,
749
:so it's it's a really a continuity.
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:I don't, I mean, there are things
about my job that are very different,
751
:but a lot of I think the things I
care about, they're still very clear
752
:threads from my prior institution.
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:So that's why.
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:Geri: Did you volunteer for that role?
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:Evan: They asked me if I'd be interested
in it, not during the job hunt, but
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:I sort of suspect that was maybe like
an undercurrent of maybe why um, uh,
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:Geri: Because you've always been clear
you've had a passion for computing
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:science education or education.
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:Evan: yeah, and, and I, I love
the vision of the department, you
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:know, I love, um, it's really.
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:Interesting to be in a department in
which we have very few to no pre reqs
762
:in most of these courses, so if you
are a student in a different field and
763
:you want to get that access to AI or
machine learning, and you don't want to
764
:compete with the computer science students
or take all these technical courses
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:first, um, we are the avenue for that.
766
:And I've said that I find also
it really compelling being in
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:a public state institution.
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:I think there is an inherent
public mission to these institutions
769
:that I find really compelling.
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:Um, that doesn't mean that they have
less problems in other institutions.
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:That's that's for sure.
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:But I, I find that the core mission of the
institution is to serve, you know, all the
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:people in Colorado is really a compelling
educational mission for me as well.
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:Um, so I find that really interesting.
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:Geri: um, that also sounds very
inclusive when it's information
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:science and you have the ability to
take in people from diverse backgrounds.
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:Which also means it goes to that, um,
expanding the impact on different ways
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:of thinking or people with different
backgrounds as well and where they
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:might then go off to afterwards.
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:Evan: Yeah, I think it's really
interesting being able to.
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:I think have a curriculum that can
serve a student body that isn't going to
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:necessarily end up in software development
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:Geri: mm, mm,
784
:Evan: engineering positions, but I don't
know, they could end up in tech policy.
785
:They could end up in, you
know, just, I don't know.
786
:We've folks from psychology are
taking our courses and folks from.
787
:You're interested in climate change,
taking our courses and folks that
788
:are interested in more community
organizations, taking our courses.
789
:And I think to me, that's a really
interesting vision of computing.
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:Um, because yes, it has.
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:I think the change has to happen
in computer science, but, um,
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:it has to happen on both sides.
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:Geri: Yeah.
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:And that, as you said, that
sort of impact, the broadening
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:out is really valuable.
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:Like, , Engaging more and more people
with notions of responsible thinking
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:around these new technologies.
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:What have been some of the biggest
differences for you in like moving from
799
:one institution to the other in your
role, because you're still ostensibly
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:an associate professor in each place.
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:Um, and I know that the one's
a computer science, one's an
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:information science, but what are
the other sort of key differences?
803
:Evan: There's the, there's the big and
obvious ones, which is, so having,
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:you know, PhD students and master's
students and, having a research lab.
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:I mean, I had a, an undergraduate research
lab, but it's a different sort of, it's
806
:a different flavor of research, I think,
and thinking about mentorship on the scale
807
:of five years instead of five months, I
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:Geri: I was just going to say it's the
time scale in particular, isn't it?
809
:Because you just said three to six
months for your undergraduates.
810
:Evan: Yeah.
811
:And really thinking about.
812
:You know how difficult that journey
is for many graduate students
813
:and how dramatically advisor
relationships impacts that journey.
814
:Um, so , that's a pretty significant,
I think, shift and, uh, you
815
:know, responsibility in a whole
different direction, I think.
816
:Um, thinking about, you know, how do
817
:Geri: How are you engaging in that?
818
:Like, are there courses to take or are you
reading books or, talking to colleagues?
819
:Like, how are you?
820
:Evan: definitely talking
a lot to colleagues.
821
:you know, one thing
that I think is really..
822
:I think there have been some folks
who've been really thoughtful
823
:and, uh, particularly in HCI.
824
:There are a lot of people who write
a lot of really detailed almost
825
:lab manuals for their labs now.
826
:But it gets across not only the,
you know, what we do here, but it's
827
:sort of our values and our vision
and things like work life balance.
828
:And I think there's been a real
recent shift where I think there are
829
:a lot of advisors being really much
more direct and talking about these
830
:things out in the open and in public.
831
:So part of it's really, I
think, learning from them.
832
:There's a shred of it of, you
know, based on, my own experience
833
:and colleagues around me.
834
:I try not to extrapolate that too much.
835
:Understanding our own
experiences, our own experience.
836
:Uh,
837
:Geri: Yeah.
838
:Evan: can certainly resonate with,
you know, graduate school is long.
839
:And it's, it's probably unlikely you're
going to feel great during all of it.
840
:And it's unlikely that you're
feeling productive during all of it.
841
:Geri: If only.
842
:Evan: I know
843
:Geri: I know that would
be an unrealistic world.
844
:But have there been any
particular challenges?
845
:Evan: I'd say, I mean, it's it's
an entirely different context.
846
:I mean, this, the scale is for
every 1 student at Bucknell.
847
:There are 10 students in Boulder
848
:Geri: Mm hmm.
849
:Evan: Um, so you're talking about
you know, an institution of, you
850
:know, 3000 to more than 30, 000.
851
:And that brings opportunities that's
why an information science department
852
:can exist because of that scale.
853
:Um, it'd probably be hard to create
something that a tiny institution
854
:because you already have computer
science and things like that.
855
:And so it gives space for that.
856
:But it's also, I mean, there is some
real benefit to tiny institutions and
857
:that you necessarily bump into and
our own community with people from
858
:all kinds of disciplines because yeah.
859
:Those are just the people around you.
860
:I think, I mean, there's certainly
departmental silos in liberal
861
:arts institutions, but almost
more from a structural sense.
862
:And I'd say almost a little less.
863
:So from a community sense,
you're in meetings with folks
864
:from all over the place.
865
:You're probably on committees from folks
from the humanities and social sciences.
866
:And, and so I think these are things I
have to be a lot more deliberate about,
867
:I see, it's much easier just to kind of
stay in my building and yeah, it's much
868
:easier to kind of create your own little,
uh, little palace or, you know, our work
869
:environment and not have those sorts of
integrations, but those were incredibly
870
:valuable to me at Bucknell to see my, see
our student experiences through different
871
:eyes, to see it the institutional
experience or different eyes.
872
:Um, so I think that's one piece
that will take quite a bit longer
873
:to, I think, foster and develop.
874
:And I have to be a little bit
more, I think, direct about that.
875
:Geri: Because in your role as the
director of education or whatever
876
:the exact title is, how do you
understand the student experience to
877
:help shape that as well becomes a scale
problem, a scale challenge as well.
878
:Evan: Yeah, and somewhat ironically,
where our information science
879
:department is still small enough that
it's actually size wise, pretty not
880
:too much different from what I was
used to at Bucknell CS department.
881
:So departmental size actually is roughly
similar in terms of students and faculty.
882
:Um, but you know, another
really interesting change on
883
:the student experience side.
884
:Even though it saves me loads of
time and is a relief sometimes,
885
:is, big institutions have
professional academic advisors.
886
:Uh, where I was the academic
advisor for my students at Bucknell.
887
:Um, and yeah, that took a lot of
time, but you learn a lot about
888
:student experience when you are
their academic advisor, their
889
:experience for different classes.
890
:I was telling a colleague, you know,
this is the first year I haven't had a
891
:student cry in my office about calculus.
892
:Um, um, but I feel like you know,
I think that that's another thing
893
:you have to be more, I think.
894
:You know, directly chased down a little
more, you might not get as organically,
895
:you know, I had to sit down with a group
of undergraduates at the end of the
896
:semester just to chat with them for a
while, you know, and before those were
897
:things that just would have happened,
898
:Geri: Yeah.
899
:Just, yeah.
900
:Evan: it's like, let's
put it on a calendar.
901
:Geri: Yeah.
902
:Well, it sounds like things
are going amazingly well.
903
:And how are the working hours
relative, if you're taking on a
904
:bigger responsibility as well and
setting up a new lab, because I
905
:know that that was really important
sort of family time and community,
906
:how are those aspects working out?
907
:Evan: I think it's, I
think it's pretty similar.
908
:Um, because you're teaching
less, they're less, uh, uh,
909
:you know, immovable class time.
910
:Things on your schedule.
911
:One thing that I think was less common
at Bucknell, but more common at CU.
912
:And I think among many similar
institutions is, you know, I'll work
913
:for home from home one day a week.
914
:And so that's actually relatively, you
know, I can kind of shift all my, you
915
:know, get, you know, assign my meeting.
916
:So it's not, it's not less meetings.
917
:It's not less scheduled time, but there is
a little bit more, I think, a little bit
918
:more flexibility in the terms of those.
919
:Um, and certainly the start
starting up costs are always
920
:high, no matter where you are.
921
:Geri: Yeah.
922
:Evan: you know, um, little,
little crazy at first, but.
923
:Geri: Yeah.
924
:Any regrets at all about any of the
choices that you've made along the
925
:way as you look back and reflect?
926
:Evan: I don't know and I don't
know if that's confirmation bias.
927
:Maybe I just want to be the
hero of my own story, but
928
:Geri: Well, I know, and I'm, as I'm
asking that question, I'm thinking
929
:that's a really dumb question
930
:because you only can ever make the best
choice at the time and when you made
931
:choices they were so well considered
and I think you're a like a role model
932
:in making those choices work for you
as well, shaped by a clarity about
933
:your values and what's important.
934
:Um,
935
:Evan: you know, I hope that that's
the piece that comes through um,
936
:because certainly, you know, I, I
certainly still get a fair number of
937
:emails and have conversations with
people who are entering the job market
938
:and just want to chat about these
939
:Geri: Um,
940
:Evan: and I don't know.
941
:I don't know how replicable
anyone's path is, right?
942
:Um, I feel like I always have to say
this all the time, because they'll
943
:ask me questions like, well, how
easy or hard is it to shift from
944
:liberal arts schools to research?
945
:And it's like, I don't, I'm not
completely sure, you know, I mean,
946
:I can tell you about my personal
experience and the way it worked out
947
:and why it worked out the way it did.
948
:Um, but, uh, yeah.
949
:Geri: the fact that you can play out
your position in either institution in
950
:very different ways because you could be
coming to a research intensive institution
951
:and just be really focused on the
research, but you're still finding ways to
952
:be really focused on education and impact
and all those things you care about.
953
:So you're still bringing
those things with you.
954
:The, the shift of institutions has,
sounds like it's just opened up the
955
:opportunities or changed the opportunities
for the ways that you might express
956
:them or the different types of impact
you can have that fit with where, how
957
:your thinking was evolving as well.
958
:Evan: I mean, like I said at the
beginning, you know, I worry that
959
:sometimes my shift is interpreted as my
values changing or some criticism of some
960
:sort of boxer bin, but it's less than I
think my, my values were relatively were
961
:relatively consistent, maybe reweighted
a little bit, you know, um, and like
962
:I said, when I was looking at offers at
an amazing liberal arts college, this,
963
:this teaching track position, which I
thought had this incredible educational
964
:mission was also incredibly compelling.
965
:Had some wonderful, um,
research opportunities as well.
966
:And, and, and this university, I mean, I
think they're so dramatically different.
967
:I mean, orders of magnitude
of difference in students.
968
:The way the positions are conceptualized,
but, you know, if I think about
969
:almost like mapping things in space,
based on my values and not on those
970
:structural pieces, they were the
cluster that were right, very similar.
971
:And it was a, it was a
really difficult decision.
972
:Um, uh, and that, that's
the piece that, you know.
973
:I wish was easier for people to navigate.
974
:Um, because even I think hearing
all that it's, it's still
975
:not easy to navigate at all.
976
:I mean, we still have this circumstance
where even if let's talk about even like
977
:research institutions versus liberal
arts colleges, they're hiring deadline.
978
:They're often offset by four months now.
979
:Um, it's actually not possible to
think, look at them simultaneously
980
:for most graduating PhD students.
981
:Geri: Yeah.
982
:Evan: And like I said before, you know,
I entered job market in a field that
983
:was under high demand at the time.
984
:And so, Even having the luxury
of comparing so directly
985
:Geri: Mm.
986
:Evan: uh, you know, that,
that is a privilege by itself.
987
:And I'm, I'm sure there are people who
hear us professors talk about our job
988
:experiences and just roll their eyes
into the back of their heads, right?
989
:Because of how just brutal and competitive
the job market is and how the luxury
990
:of choosing between places isn't even
a conversation most people get to have.
991
:Geri: Mm.
992
:But I think what you've talked about
raises attention to the importance
993
:of not focusing on, I don't know,
like the title or the institution or
994
:the structural aspects, but wherever
it is, what does it enable me to do?
995
:How does it connect to
what's important to me?
996
:Evan: Yeah, absolutely.
997
:And I also just believe that you'll
be most effective and probably long
998
:term in those positions anyways.
999
:You know, I actually don't think
you could have inverted my career.
:
00:59:17,895 --> 00:59:20,625
Like, I don't think that I could
have started at CU Boulder.
:
00:59:21,185 --> 00:59:27,535
And, um, I think Bucknell was the
right place for me at that time.
:
00:59:28,105 --> 00:59:28,935
Um.
:
00:59:29,570 --> 00:59:34,050
And certainly, you know, I think part of
the reason that I was able to have choice
:
00:59:34,060 --> 00:59:39,080
the second time around was because people
knew me for investing in undergraduate
:
00:59:39,090 --> 00:59:40,960
experiences in undergraduate education.
:
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:44,860
People knew me for responsible computing
and, and, and those initiatives.
:
00:59:44,900 --> 00:59:49,700
Um, And I would I have gone down
those pathways at another institution?
:
00:59:49,700 --> 00:59:50,750
Maybe probably not.
:
00:59:50,760 --> 00:59:54,220
But you know, those those open
the doors for opportunities
:
00:59:54,230 --> 00:59:55,560
to other places later on.
:
00:59:56,070 --> 00:59:58,210
Um, because those were important to me.
:
00:59:58,210 --> 01:00:01,730
And so in some ways, it was
like I was, uh, you know, my
:
01:00:01,730 --> 01:00:03,650
work was publicizing my values.
:
01:00:04,055 --> 01:00:05,365
Geri: yes, yes,
:
01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:09,450
Evan: Um, so I knew that places
interested in those things would
:
01:00:09,450 --> 01:00:12,300
probably be interested in, you know,
I would be interested in them as well.
:
01:00:12,345 --> 01:00:15,235
Geri: mm, mm, lovely.
:
01:00:16,115 --> 01:00:19,925
Are there any things that we
haven't talked about that you'd
:
01:00:19,935 --> 01:00:23,015
want to mention before we wrap?
:
01:00:24,920 --> 01:00:27,620
Evan: Uh, nothing off the top of my head.
:
01:00:27,630 --> 01:00:29,590
I feel like I've blathered on quite a bit.
:
01:00:31,415 --> 01:00:38,835
Geri: So, I said before we started
recording, I point my PhD students and
:
01:00:38,835 --> 01:00:44,135
early career people to your previous
podcast episode all the time because
:
01:00:44,145 --> 01:00:49,875
of just how you talked about that,
the whole decision making process.
:
01:00:51,125 --> 01:00:55,005
you know, like the way you reason
through what was important to you and
:
01:00:55,005 --> 01:00:56,735
how you weighed them up and so on.
:
01:00:56,735 --> 01:00:59,115
And, the way that you've
been able to make it work.
:
01:00:59,115 --> 01:01:04,685
And I think, uh, this will be joining
the, the list of recommendations because,
:
01:01:05,445 --> 01:01:13,175
yeah, I love just how strategically
reflective you are while still being
:
01:01:13,175 --> 01:01:15,995
true to you in all of this process.
:
01:01:16,885 --> 01:01:18,985
And, and the impact that you're having.
:
01:01:20,260 --> 01:01:27,250
Evan: yeah, I do think that there is, and
maybe this is partially because of, you
:
01:01:27,250 --> 01:01:32,280
know, when I came out with my PhD, we were
at the peak moment in which CS PhDs are
:
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:34,160
getting gobbled up on the industry market.
:
01:01:34,160 --> 01:01:38,760
And so I think for me, even making
the choice of academia was saying,
:
01:01:39,170 --> 01:01:42,870
I really need to have a mission and
a set of values behind this position
:
01:01:43,230 --> 01:01:45,360
because I'm giving up a lot of material
:
01:01:45,545 --> 01:01:46,405
Geri: Mm.
:
01:01:46,695 --> 01:01:47,825
Oh, yes.
:
01:01:48,270 --> 01:01:51,360
Evan: And so I think that that sort
of helped that reweighting towards it.
:
01:01:51,360 --> 01:01:53,190
This, this needs to be important to me.
:
01:01:54,185 --> 01:01:54,485
Geri: Yeah.
:
01:01:56,385 --> 01:02:00,875
Well, Evan, thank you very much for
talking with me again and all the very
:
01:02:00,875 --> 01:02:03,835
best in this new career path, next
:
01:02:03,860 --> 01:02:05,750
Evan: Yeah, this was,
yeah, this was great.
:
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:10,990
It was really interesting reflecting back
on seven years ago when we talked before.
:
01:02:10,990 --> 01:02:14,920
Um, um, yeah, this was really
lovely and thank you for having me.
:
01:02:15,590 --> 01:02:16,550
Geri: It's my pleasure.
:
01:02:16,550 --> 01:02:17,230
Thank you.
:
01:02:20,590 --> 01:02:24,100
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